SUICIDE

DEAR FRIENDS OR WHOEVER HEARS ME STILL.

I’VE COME TO MY REALITY, THE URGE TO KILL .

THE CLOUDS OF GLOOM THAT TOOK OVER MY HEART,

IS HERE TO STAY, TEARING ME APART.

I LEFT ALL OF LIFE BEHIND ME.

NOW I’M NUMB AND WITH NOTHING BEFORE ME..

INSIDE THIS ROOM WHERE IT ALL BEGAN..

THEY BREAK MY SPIRIT, TILL I AM DAMNED.

IN THE MIDST OF MY OWN DARKNESS AND HELL.

I WAS ALONE AS I USUALLY FELT..

THEY GATHERED AROUND ME SEALING MY FAITH.

NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHY I DO IT, THE EXITEMENT OF THE BLADE.

AS THE COLD MOURNING HORRORS DRAG ME.

TO THAT HORRID PLACE THAT DID DESERVE ME..

I LOOKED AND FOUND NOTHING TO SEE.

THE ONLY THING REMAINED IS WHO I OUGHT TO BE.

MY LIFE I ENDED AND I AM AT FAULT.

FOR NOBODY WARNED ME OF THE SADNESS I CAUGHT.

TO MY LONELY ROOM I CHOSE TO STAY.

WITH THIS GRAY WALLS AND THE SMELL OF DECAY..

HOME IS WHERE I LOST MY WAY,

AND HOME IS WHERE I’LL ALWAYS LAY..